~~I . M . XiAn~~
Not feeling good these few days due to some problems tat I have encounter...seems that I m lacking of something..mayb it is time...
Results
I have gotten back my results le. Not too fantastic…I think is what I expect...1 pass 1 credit..but the Pass one really “pass” just pass only.. Haiz my stupid finance ppr.. -_-! I I hate that... Too bad I will be seeing them again next sem.
Time Table
I hav My Timetable le...guess what? Busy busy busy is what I can say for next sem…. 4 days straight for my study…thur..fri…sat…sun~~!~! ya… sad right..but I know what I really want and that is the sacrifices-my time...
My Love Life
Perhaps lacking of time...I think that something is amiss somewhere….mayb it have been sometimes that I m not so busy….so trying to balance for him, work and study is an issue to me ... I m feeling v.xian….esp I know that I m not having much time as before…and I know that it is not fair for him oso.. haiz.. I m kinda stucked in between…. When we want to get 1 thing in life…we gt to sacrifice for another.. you cant get the best in 2 worlds.
Fairness
I cant stand when people not giving a fair treatment to ME... I start to hate my office… when you do something great.. no one to appreciate… and what is said and done…then next moment will b just erased of from the list… I hav applied my leave early in this May on Dear bday(OCT)… and everything have set we have ballot our leave during that time... But guess what? Due to our boss adjusting here and there..and canceling here n there.. my that Leave Day is Gone…and other pple gotten that day leave…the next thing that she even want to know and ask me much on it and when I told her about it…she thot that I just apply it...tmd I really so so so angry abt itof coz la...she is the one ask us to plan…she is the one say first come first served…what is in the end? then I told her I got my application v.v.v.long time…and she say so since so many want that day de leave,….u all ned to ballot again..wth... -_-~! Then she knew that I m v.fed up…. And she says that she will look at the leave again for the one that we submit to her earlier time… I dunno what is the outcome..but I hate the way how come such a treatment is given to me.This is v.messy and not organized at all....
I M V.SIAn… what a stupid place I m in...
this blog i type it earlier but due to no internet access i type it on word doc..and that will goes to my next entry for my UNHAPPINESS with the singtel staffs