A Shadow of Hers

I m.......

I m a girl with a complicated heart and a simple mind...
I m nice to be with but yet hard to handle....
I have seen through many things as happenings around me....
I m just another princess who is waiting for her prince to ....
bring her back to the castle...
and live happily ever after...

Girls ROck!.... i Wish i m a Barbie...

Girls = Evils

Firstly we state girls equals to time and money..
Girls = Time * money
And all we know...time equals to money..
Time = Money..
Therefore,
Girls = Money * money
And because ..Money is the root of evils....
Money = |evils
And then,
Girls = |evils(s) -> root of evil sq...
And....we are forced to conclude....

Girls = EVIls

Tuesday, July 25, 2006
11:10 PM

dunno what happen to me ya?
mood swings and slpless nitezz... tired....what to do? hmm sorting out my thots...but doesnt seems to be useful... mayb giving myself more time to adapt to some of the stuffs...

school reopens and the war begins... gone thu my first 2 classes....so far not bad...sat class is my last sem lecturer teaching..she is super enthu one... for sunday class all my kakis n frens all there too... if i m not wrong...my fri class oso...all my kakis taking the same module as mine... =D.. assignment 1 for most of the module are out.... scary right.... and most of them is due in mid august... which is 3 weeks from now... -_-~~

nowadays work is not so stress up due to lesser customer came to our branch.... gd gd.. so that can go back at 6++... xian ...when is my next off? it is like so far away frm me lo...18.19 aug...omg.. -_- and i know that period is just nice for my handling up my assignmentzz so can stay at home and do till faintzzz

today is the first day of "hungry ghost month"...the way i see all the pple burn the offerings and the atmosphere give the chill to my heart... eeeerie... ("_) i guess will hav nite mate?zzzzzzzzzz

you make my life perfect-` >*[11:10 PM]
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
5:54 PM

HapPy 5 mths... this mth gone thu quite a no of stuffs... for both bad and good times...

i m off today... went out to town to do some shopping.... and got my TonS of books from sch...lucky mummy come and fetch me...if not... -__-!~ die.... haiz...

haha gt someting nice today...hmm and that means i m spending $$ again... haiz... anyway....is ok....i shall save and not spend much for next mth...(<- like real hor...)...lolx

just back home not long... going to meet my dear le...

you make my life perfect-` >*[5:54 PM]
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
1:33 PM

ytd...someone make me really upset.... mayb due to many issues... i teared... haiz... mayb due to many things happened these days... dunno where to release my feelings... i guess....

went out with dear ytd to catch the show of "pirates-dead man chest" kinda nice show...but to b continued again.... -_-~~ 2.5 hours sitting there....
then i go home to put my stuffs and go out with dear again..coz he gt the ord function ytd....at dbl O.... since sometime i go for cheong le... went back at 2++ as most of them already seh liao...scary pple.....i think trays and trays of shots put on the table and they are like drinking water...siaoz... ithink at least gt 40shots? wahaahaha... and waterfalls.... liquor feast there....

SINGTEL SERVICES SUCKS

I was not able to use my residential line since fri till sun....it is the 4 time i reported the same old prob of my line... YES!! my broadband and everything is not able to access..... getting stupid attitude frm the staff of Singtel and coming to my house on sat to repair giving me stupid reason of how it get the fault and then at the nite of sat it is not working again... SUn came down again to repair and blame on my internet and handset of causing the fault of the line problem...TOTALLY ridiculous...i m getting the officer in charge to talk to me and ask them how to compensate the time...loss and inconvienice caused by them and getting the stupid attitudes from the staff and the technician... that is really driving me crazy.... nvm tml monday i m having half day off and i will be able to settle the stupid prob with them....

i m off for tml for half day and tue is my off...get away frm the office

you make my life perfect-` >*[1:33 PM]
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~~I . M . XiAn~~

Not feeling good these few days due to some problems tat I have encounter...seems that I m lacking of something..mayb it is time...

Results
I have gotten back my results le. Not too fantastic…I think is what I expect...1 pass 1 credit..but the Pass one really “pass” just pass only.. Haiz my stupid finance ppr.. -_-! I I hate that... Too bad I will be seeing them again next sem.

Time Table
I hav My Timetable le...guess what? Busy busy busy is what I can say for next sem…. 4 days straight for my study…thur..fri…sat…sun~~!~! ya… sad right..but I know what I really want and that is the sacrifices-my time...

My Love Life
Perhaps lacking of time...I think that something is amiss somewhere….mayb it have been sometimes that I m not so busy….so trying to balance for him, work and study is an issue to me ... I m feeling v.xian….esp I know that I m not having much time as before…and I know that it is not fair for him oso.. haiz.. I m kinda stucked in between…. When we want to get 1 thing in life…we gt to sacrifice for another.. you cant get the best in 2 worlds.

Fairness
I cant stand when people not giving a fair treatment to ME... I start to hate my office… when you do something great.. no one to appreciate… and what is said and done…then next moment will b just erased of from the list… I hav applied my leave early in this May on Dear bday(OCT)… and everything have set we have ballot our leave during that time... But guess what? Due to our boss adjusting here and there..and canceling here n there.. my that Leave Day is Gone…and other pple gotten that day leave…the next thing that she even want to know and ask me much on it and when I told her about it…she thot that I just apply it...tmd I really so so so angry abt itof coz la...she is the one ask us to plan…she is the one say first come first served…what is in the end? then I told her I got my application v.v.v.long time…and she say so since so many want that day de leave,….u all ned to ballot again..wth... -_-~! Then she knew that I m v.fed up…. And she says that she will look at the leave again for the one that we submit to her earlier time… I dunno what is the outcome..but I hate the way how come such a treatment is given to me.This is v.messy and not organized at all....
I M V.SIAn… what a stupid place I m in...

this blog i type it earlier but due to no internet access i type it on word doc..and that will goes to my next entry for my UNHAPPINESS with the singtel staffs

you make my life perfect-` >*[1:28 PM]
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
1:40 PM

sometimes i really like to slack at home alone..resting and relaxing during my off or leaves...but i know you are different.... =P
i know that you are xian when u are at home....but at times really dunno where to go or what to do...so as well stay at home..... zzzzzzz

you make my life perfect-` >*[1:40 PM]
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Friday, July 07, 2006
6:50 PM

Sad to say...I m Back frm Redang.... so fast that few days just passed like that....having real fun and unforgettable experience.....the sea is so clear and the fishes just swam next to u....wahaha.... our island.... mutiara redang..jus the 2 of us~~

first day.... drop at this merang jetty after a 10hrs bus...super tired and that place is....v.v.kampong style... haha waited and...guess what? we are the only 2 going to that island and gt "special boat" just for us....is SPEED boat...i sit till my butt pain as they speed...the boat flies~....v.thrilling just like sitting on a jet ski.. my heart going to drop out oso.... after 30-40mins of ride...we are finally there.....and there is no JETTY for that resort..and we need to jump down frm the boat near the shore....lolx.... my shorts is wet...The place is v.nice.....sea is clear and the whole place form a picture of itselt... got a shock frm the resort...coz they hav restrictions on the timing for the electricity...12pm-3pm...8pm-8am... coz the rest of the time is out to snorkelling and marine park...

my dear is having culture shock as the food there is not fantastic at all....haha but i m kind of mentally prepared lo.... so first day went for snorkelling at this Long beach.... kind of town and majority of the pple went there for snorkel.... the guide snorkel with me and bring me to see baby sharks...lolx whaahah...so exciting right....ya and they are harmless.... they dun eat meat...they Jat Lo-Ti de...(eat bread)....funny right... i gt scared by the fishes.... so many of them just swam next to u..... i was like....WaH~".....

after snorkelling...went to shop shop around and get some stuff frm the town as at nite there will not hav much entertainment on the island.... get some food and drinks to prepare for the nite... back to the island...hav our dinner and slack around.... then sitting on the beach and having our drinks....

second day....wakey abt 8am.... looking out to the sea....so relaxing .... hav our breakfast and abt 9+..they bring us to the marine park ....the place where nice scenery and fishes are.... indeed... v.nice island and we can see the fishes and the marine life from the bridge.... i went for snorkel awhile.....whereas my dear need to wait for me lo...coz he cant swim ma.... many tourists frm malaysia and hong kong.... as majority of them speak cantonese.... took some pics and then move back to our island for lunch.... rest and slp for awhile then abt 3pm+ we went to Long beach again.... this time round we walk to the MO MO Cha Inn... the place they flim they Movie...xIa re Mo Mo Cha.... gt some gifts there ... dear and i gt some souvenirs for our family and frens too... back to our island and having BBQ dinner... haha...we gt to bbq the food ourselves.....rather...is my dear bbq for me lo...wahaha... v.simple dinner.... and there it goes for our last nite in redang...

last day.. wakey v.early ...cant really slp well.... so packing my bag and ready to leave the island after our breakfast.... kinda miss the scenery and the atmosphere here...but i dun think i can stay for long oso..mayb just for a holiday...or else we wil bore to death...lolx... went back to the jetty and gt on our bus.... 10hrs bus journey again...that is the tiring part that i hate....zzzzz
back in singapore abt 9pm++ home sweet home at 10pm++

pictures taken.....

end of our redang tripz..... when is the next one?

you make my life perfect-` >*[6:50 PM]
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Monday, July 03, 2006
8:43 PM

setting off to my trip in an hours time... YaHoo~!~!
WIll be sitting at my sandy beach le oh.... yahyah....
bye~ will b back on ThursDay~

you make my life perfect-` >*[8:43 PM]
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