I m.......

I m a girl with a complicated heart and a simple mind...
I m nice to be with but yet hard to handle....
I have seen through many things as happenings around me....
I m just another princess who is waiting for her prince to ....
bring her back to the castle...
and live happily ever after...

Girls ROck!.... i Wish i m a Barbie...

Girls = Evils

Firstly we state girls equals to time and money..
Girls = Time * money
And all we know...time equals to money..
Time = Money..
Therefore,
Girls = Money * money
And because ..Money is the root of evils....
Money = |evils
And then,
Girls = |evils(s) -> root of evil sq...
And....we are forced to conclude....

Girls = EVIls

Friday, September 23, 2005
8:17 PM

after two nite of sch... my whole bodi seems to fail on me.... tired to extreme and thats y u will see mi friday nite now typing my blog....rush home and plan to slack at home for the nite ya...

SCHOOL
having tests this week...2 of them!! v.tmd....on sunday somemore.. haiz... -_-.. no choice lo..what to do? Having exam frm end OCT to Nov... i feel like "celebrating" Hari raya n deepavali lo...coz i took leave frm 28oct till 2nov for my exam.... haiz...PH i gonna burn again... really suay...either chinese new year or PH kana exam..... y australia nv celebrate that??!lolx... time for my naggy session...

WORK...
Bad sales week .....no sales....no $$....haha no customer..... alll crappy customers in the bank....v.wu liao qn from them really cannot make it.....always feel that they are really idoits at times.. today oso v.suay ....gt 2 sales...but seems to be zero..haiz.... just luck...... =I
I hate politics......tats for sure..... =P

ME...Me....
think this wk nv hav any activity lo....like v.no life...haha tentatively onli going for buffet after my tests for sunday.... sat? still no plan yet... mayb see how ba..but dun think will be trap at home.... i cant stand it i guess..if nv go out for sat i gt to stuck for another week b4 gt a gd time to enjoy le..... =~(
Mite want to go for make over /portfolio for bridal shots... hmm haha nt anxious about getting married but...mite wanna be a part time model during free time...but dunno gt the criteria or not... life is so bored at times...so rally wan to try someting new......any recommendationS? so far i know 1 in singapore shopping centre....seems nt too bad and the effects quite nice.... hmmm..... hopefully by lastest next pay day i will hunt for a gd one man... anyone interested?

mi and my Relationship...
well... is really complicated....will only treasure when they have lost it.... but till now seems that there is not mutual understanding and trust in each other...(dunno if you will be reading this). We know we are different, we shouldn't brood over our differences and make one other the same... it is totally impossible...Never make a clear stand will never help, i m really confused with my mixed feeling... The feeling is still there yet i m so Tired to think about it..hard to let go as it hav been sometimes we have been together.We are nt together nt becoz you are nt gd or anything bad about you, juz our thinking and thots are not able to meet and compromise. both have our wrong, but just no time to amend for it for now...mayb you shd listen to what your fren or outsiders think...we are diff....i will bring and rem all the memories of us with me....

small note to my frenxxx
special thanks to my buddies and some close frenz who hav acc for the past few weeks....heehee...love you pple~ *big wet huggies*

you make my life perfect-` >*[8:17 PM]
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Monday, September 19, 2005
1:41 PM

Today is my Off day...... relaxing and slacking at home.......

Past few days are harvoc.... late nites....lack of slp.... morning class on SUNDAY!.. haha... v.packed schdules...


Friday...-bday celebration
Work as per normal... having testing for the tupid alarm.... haha kinda funni... around 6pm went off .. meet my aia insurance agent... thinking of getting a whole life plan....see hw is the offer... sounds good but dunno if i can commit for long.. giving ans to her this week. 8plus then leaving tampines and guess what? i meeting my gal fren at 830 in amk mrt... super late....take cabbie fly home and out at 840...finally meet her at 9pm.... so sorry abt it man...
Take mrt to raffles as thot of going down to boat quay to hav a drink with the bday boy, but he will onli meeting us after his class around 10pm... so we two gals went for prata.... and wait for him...
Initially wanted to settle down at ktv pub...but my gal fren feel nt too comfortable, so ended up in party world....HALL..l.lolx.. yah... and tht day those pple singing in the hall alll v.power...lucky i m nt too bad also lo,..if not sure v.malu....LOL....
went to pool after ktv...i m already half dead as after a long day.....went back ard 4am....chat with my fren till ard 445am.... and finally knocked off at 515am....


Sat....
zoombie for the day coz wakey ard 645...slp for an hour plus ...wel wel.... haha tired....shag...but still managerable... and finally 2pm.... finish duties and stuffs..but waiting for our manager to debreif...draggy till ard 3pm... sobz... reach home around 4pm liao..... nap for awhile till 7pm... receive one of my buddies msg asking me out for dinner.... so get change and head down to changi for nasi lemak.... and u know what? that stall that i loved most is closed.... haiz... so no choice de hav to eat the other stall de lo... hav a walk and then head back hougang.... both of us have a small talk near my house... ard 1am then home swt home.....


Sun...
Morning class at 9am is a torture... -_- heavy feet drag oso dun wanna move.....lols.... somemore is a rainy day... yawns... ended class at 12+ and rush home to rest.... haha.... nap till around 6+ then do my online test and watch tv..... slack at home till late and lazy to go out le.... surfing webbie and doing some homewk..... zzzzzzzzzzzz

you make my life perfect-` >*[1:41 PM]
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
10:39 PM

heavy heart...
Hmm hav been 2 weeks since the incident happened... No call..no explaination... nothing.... really tired of waiting.... mayb the little hope that i hav carried with me hav went down to drain...
Getting to move on... not gonna brood over by it... really dunno how can i think of such a fragile relationship that i hav... well and really hard to enter into another too....

Recently..
Hanging out with frens recently... really appreciate them... being there for me.... trying not to tink so much now oso... i will forcus on both work and studies... no Time to look out for Guys! hmm.... well mayb if they are really at my doorstep with good looks and wealth...hmm why Not? haha... but i think i shd be crapping.... as wanna take a rest for now....
Got 2 days off for both fri and sat...finally can escape the office politics... kinda too frastruated when we are kinda being drag in... for the most BO lIao problems that the seniors having.... omg.. really xian abt it.... and my Ears can be really peaceful for these two days lo.... no more Naggy and Noisy aunties....next to me..

Fri.....
Fri nite went out with fren for makan...kinda enjoy myself.... oso v.last min as no planning at all....my intention actually is to rot at home for the whole day till this fren called and ask me out... =)

Sat.....
wakeY quite early as mummy wanna go out to makan... decided to go to woodlands, auntie do the driving . Finding our way from our home as seldom drive there... luckily with much effort, we manage to reach casueway pt within our expected timing. Lunch at crystal jade , yummy and really fullz.z.z. Do some shopping at there then we went to ECP for a walk.... took some pic and slack till ard 7... having our dinner at the hawker and wanting to get some stuff at carreffour... unfortunately, no parking slots at all...!!! haha so head back home....
Doing nothing much as surfing net now.... yawnz...feel like slping again... need to do some assg stuff later.....

you make my life perfect-` >*[10:39 PM]
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
9:06 PM

- status -
... Hmm... kinda sad...or rather xian? mixed feeling... Relationship is seems so fragile for us... Have some unhappi incident happened and... there goes our relationship for the past 1plus yr... sound ridiculous ... and I m now In-between a relationship... as no clear cut on our status yet...
I m tired of the way it turned out to be...
he said that is for my own good....as he will nt able to giv me happines... but he is nt tryIng to save the relationship... Mayb we are just not stable enuff...

- sat nite -
went out to catch a movie with a fren(one more chance)... trying to relax...hoping not to think so much.... then we went to chinablack for a bday celebratioin, a ex collegue that back frm dubai who is a air stewarsdess ... but she is SUPER late...watited for her for an hour..omg... we waited till so xian...and we ended in there as dun really feel like going in.... meet in mac and take pic together then we plan to go ktv.. Unfortunately, no room for us at all till 12am or 1am~~ haha then we thot of go for a drink, so took a bus to MS and walk to esplanade for a drink outside harry. chit-chating till wee hours....shop are closed and lights are off... walked along the esplanade and then took a cabbie home... home sweet home at 5am+....since v.long nv been out for so late....

you make my life perfect-` >*[9:06 PM]
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