I m.......

I m a girl with a complicated heart and a simple mind...
I m nice to be with but yet hard to handle....
I have seen through many things as happenings around me....
I m just another princess who is waiting for her prince to ....
bring her back to the castle...
and live happily ever after...

Girls ROck!.... i Wish i m a Barbie...

Girls = Evils

Firstly we state girls equals to time and money..
Girls = Time * money
And all we know...time equals to money..
Time = Money..
Therefore,
Girls = Money * money
And because ..Money is the root of evils....
Money = |evils
And then,
Girls = |evils(s) -> root of evil sq...
And....we are forced to conclude....

Girls = EVIls

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
8:23 PM

That is the strangtest thing that can happen..... gues what??? my ezlink hav increase it value on its OWN!!!

Suppose to top up ysterday... left mi around $3 in the value.... but due to school ends and lazy to walk to mrt station to top up... i nv top up then went home liao.... So...today morning when i use it again..it left mi with less than a dollar....and suppose to have -ve value.... NNnnNNn KenDi saw that too...and i just told her that i will like to top up afterwork....

End work around 6 today... went for a drink with rachel ( another collegue)... then as usual we took bus home...and again.. i forgot to TOP up!!!.. n there's the strange things happened... gueess what?? when i got on the bus..and tap my Ezlink....i thought wld be -ve and i will need to use coin.... BUT~~~~ it NV...instead it got the BALANCE of 18 BUCKS~!! how Strange??~~~ oMG.. i thought my eyes play tricks on my...thus i ask KEnDi to help mi see see when we alight from the bus.... and INDEED...the balance is 18BUCKs... really cant figure how this happend...

Ya i try asking myself i i already top up ysterday or today.... but it NV...and i just log-on Internet banking and see if i got any transcation for ysterday.... and it reflected none... OMG...last trans for Ezlink is on 16MAR.... LOL and i NV apply Giro for my ezlink......
i got alot of ???!!!! in my head and yet still cant figure....but afterall is a gd sign...as i will be able to use for the next few days for FREE....
Wondering if it is any promotion or contest i win in Ezlink??? i dun think so.....so.....wat can cause such thing to happen?haha or if it is the Bus that i got up from the morning having some error in the machine??

Weell.... it is really the strange thing that falls upon me.....

Now at home....slacking awhile....mayb will be going out later for a while too... having off tml..... most prob will hav a big feast ba...nthing in mind..... *restless*

you make my life perfect-` >*[8:23 PM]
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Monday, March 21, 2005
11:32 PM

I opened my own counter today... getting abit on hand liao..but still got lotsa to learn... lalalla just back home awhile.
Today not going to post much..tired..but browsing my frenster...see some really nice bulletin....

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....However, the girl's father does not like himandwanted them stop theirrelationship...... and so.. the boy wrote thisletter tothe girl.. he knows that the girl's father will definitelyreadthisletter..
1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7---- marry you. Our last conversation
8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing youagain.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that Iwould find
12--- life very difficult, and I would haveno
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have aheart
14--- to give, but it is not something that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and youarenot
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understandthat
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me afavor
20---if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. Youhave no
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25--- I am still your boyfriend."
So bad!! However, before handing overtheletter tothe girl, the boy told the girl to "READBETWEEN THELINES", meaning-only to read1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (OddNumbers)So..

......................................................................................

if a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand,s
he would stay with you for the rest of ur life.
If you let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcos of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
cos she's the one who is willing to stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a gal cries bcos of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcos of your decision,you ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you,
When she cry bcos of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,And bcos of you?
She cries not bcos she is weak,S
he cries not bcos she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wad you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,Cos one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry".

you make my life perfect-` >*[11:32 PM]
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
12:10 AM

Nt being bLOggin for the past few days... WHY???? becoz of "wormS" and "horseS" that eat up my programs and virus.... poor Lappy is now in a v.bad state.. haha just install another win xp on my same drive... coz i cant format.... haiz... i thinkn is really dying.....

18Mar...

Training... on some bo liao issues... haha surf net and browing for the program for the whole day... so tired... lucky end early... went home at 4pm... hahaha rest at home...

19 Mar..

having a half day work... well i was being put on counter finally... officially for a whole day transcations... all done by ME... haha.. so proud of myself.. and the best part is that i hav my amount/account balance end of my day...keke.. so happy...
Guess what? i will be officially on my own..hav my own cash box and using my own id to work on Mon.... this day finally has come.....

Went for a body massage at 345... at city hall... in short call M.L.D..... haha is a de-toxic massage therapy.. well..i dun really fancy on that...coz i still prefer on the traditional massage.. anyway is a good experience... keke...

Meeting up with my poly buddies.... at 7pm for a gathering...(for some of the march babies).. location at Newton circus.. haha being so long nv went there for dinner... Meet up with flor at town to get prezzie for one of my fren.... shop... n..shop... still cant find someting that really suits him... ended up?? hahaa get a v.practical gift for him.... a adidas polo Tee-shirt.. heehee
We are late... but .. we are not the latest.. haha coz darrell is even came later than us.. suppose to hav 6 of us.. but 2 cant make it..haiz ..so onli 4 of us... sad.... anyway.. we did enjoy ourselves and hav nice chats.....
After newton... looking out for some entertainment...as dar suggest to watch movie... but most of us either too tired or need to back camp on the v.next morning... so ended at Cine Cafe Cartel.... till 11plus then we went back....
Boss drove me back as my dear flor's bf pick her up.... as for dar? meeting up with another fren for a midnite movie...
* PS: got a prezzie frm flor... haha a v.cute flower top and a pinky small bag.... haha so cutezz..... but hor...just relized that the size for the top nt v.fitting... =(

(some pic as below)



20Mar..

Well.. today is another ExCCiting dae... meeting up with my LONG lOng time fren... my best BBBBuddddies... Jun..Bee... and Supposingly my dear elsa....too bad she aint able to make it... meet at 330pm at Orchard... i was abit late... hmm but they are even later... haha by then is 4pm when everyone is here... They bought me my Fav Flowers.... LiLies~~ keke...nice nice... PresenTS?? ahahha they havnt bought at that time and ask me shop for my own.. keke... nothing much in mind...but mayb a pair of nice cover shoe...and a jacket.... we jalan for some times still cant really find anything that i like.... so went to paragon and shop.... there we stop at GAS shop... then i eye on one of the JAcket... Dark grey color... but they hav navy blue and light blue oso... so i tried the dark grey jacket first..but dunno why mayb just my eyes play tricks.. haha i find that color abit funny.. then tried the blue one oso... after much consideration... i still prefer the dark grey one... keke.... ... Love it much much after looking at it for a few times... THANK you gals... (=> n i know that jacket is costing a bomb~~=P) guess mite due to brand ba. Went over the jack's place for our dinner.... hmm guess what?? the gals hav some arrangement with the pple there...after we hav our dinner... they give me a surprise~~ the WhoLE jack's place is playing a BDAY song.... tell u what.. everybodi is like looking at me lo...so pai seh..morever..the voice of the song is sung by the kids...LOL... haha gt a mango cake... nt bad..but cant finished...so i hav to carry it..... i m abit v.clumsy as having flowers...bag of jacket..and cake on my hand... haha

walk to PS for some shopping and Jun need to go over to suntec do some teardown.. so me and Bee taking bus back.... HOme Sweet Home...
So tired...But really having fun for the past 2 Days.. heehee



V....SLpy liao.. wanna go or or....now... tml is another day..yawnzzz

you make my life perfect-` >*[12:10 AM]
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
12:10 AM

One of my fren is leaving for taiwan training tml for a year..... Haiz... kinda sad... gonna miss him... =I . Haha.. kinda mixed feelings wor.... mayb is due to what he told me on certain stuffs.... (blah blah blah)guess time is just nt right... Y? always like that de leh? hmm just that people will need to look forward.....and nt fall back in the past.... Well... really let nature takes the cause....

Today and tml is having off...so abit free and stay at hm... doing some revision on my sch work and donig ABIT of the assignment... xian... 3 assignments... -_- gonna drive me crazy ...again.. sometimes really stress when semester with 3 modules... coz 3 days going to school... 3 assignments and exams... but what is good? time really flies...and a nearer step to which to complete the course....

Counting.... this is my 3 sem le... completed 3+1+3...7 modules... if taking single will be 17 modules..if double then will be either 18-19... I m still v.uncertain what i wan to get for my 2nd major... coz if i really wan to further my banking career...it will be good to hav a finance/banking major... so still thinking.... another 3 more mths to consider... haha.....lazy me...

Gonna meet up with my Beddie soon.....

you make my life perfect-` >*[12:10 AM]
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Monday, March 14, 2005
11:53 PM

ya.... sad to be apart with the group of gals.... today finally ended our training..... haiz.... dunno when will be able to meet up again....guess mayb next outing ba....

hav a super duper boring morning talk by 2 investigation team pple ( 2 uncles).... boring speech on how to safeguard and protect ourselves frm robbery..fraud....etc... *yawnz*......

Got our "last lunchie" at Fish & co... all of us got a lunch set.... chit chat and enjoy our food.... we are really late for our 2nd session of the training...and can see the "black face" that is being put on our trainer... haha but well.... we are not really bothered by her..... having computer based learning again..but well this time is really a disaster... the program is being triggered by internet instead of database...and the speed of the internet is worse than 56kpbs... gosh...keep hang....and lag till time out~~!! changing rooms and computers still having the prob for most of us.. really cannot make it and frastruated.. ended up by doing the tests only instead of reading all the pages.... so xian..and we need to pass~~ after much complianing and stuffs....our trainer finally agreed and let us to go back slightly early and complete this training at home..... and all we felt is really wasting of our time for the whole afternoon...trying to login...wait....lag....and trying to get things done... haiz... but finally is over.....

ARhghghgh.... and there ends our last day of training...... =O.. though some of us still having another training on fri.....but only a few of us are entitled for that.... so officially we are graduated...... =) yuppiez...

you make my life perfect-` >*[11:53 PM]
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
5:26 PM

Yupz... time to update my bloggie again.... haha ya...kendi~~ i updating now~~ finally....

This Week...

No choice...busy....tired week... 3 days nite class..... driving.... wah laus.... ya for yr infomation.. i failed my tp again...sobz... failed on mount kurb...haiz..... just tupid kurb coz my failed.... anyway..will be trying on may again.... *wait for my gd news by then*......

Sharing.... Joy...

Cant wait to let u all know that i m having a fantastic day....evening with the gals.... ya...so touch ya...they bought irene & me the bday cake during lunch.....*love ya much much* ..really surprised us.... i shall give the credits to u gals~~~ haha but really cutes....coz we are cutting cake and singing the bday song at where?? MacdonAlds!! seems like kindergarden kids throwing party there like that...coz we are having ard 13 pple.... so happening... (edit pic on our whole day outingz)


Having steamboat at marina south.... total 7 of us...( Irene, May, Sharon, Kendi, Chirstina, Jane, Me)the rest having other commitment...hmm abit sad wor..but i guess is abit rush for this outing ba... shd plan earlier next outing...keke but by then i will nt the organiser le...will pass on the the other gals.....
Most of us is carrying our digi cams....flashing light is seems to be here and there ...and our dear chirstina is the most pro one....coz she is having a video cam....and she is the director/producer of the day... heehee... really having fun..
Having a ktv session at Shenton partyworld...reach there around 830pm.... yup is singing time....and as what i said...we continue our phototaking session and having concerts of our own.... all the gals really are chiongster of ktv wor....got kakis next time le... lol.... May and shAron got to leave early around 10pm... Irene left around 12am.... as for us? sing till around 1am... then Kendi and Jane still hav another round to club or ktv...... Chirstina and me went back by cabbie....both of us r tired after a long day...

N.... there it end on our first outing....z...... Thanks ya gals..... =D

you make my life perfect-` >*[5:26 PM]
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
8:10 PM

Tired

Being a week nv blog....just so tired and lazy to go online... busy with work...at the same time with my own stuffs...school work... just like nv ending... anyway...this is the third week inn DBS le....and it is the 3rd week of training + attachment.... time flies...
this bloggie shd be slightly longer...coz i m v.free now and got losta updates....

DBS

Coming to the end of the training v.soon...as today is TUE....n suppose our Graduation on ....FRI... lol... kinda cant bear to leave our training... so fun.....( i mean not lesson time okie?)... gossips... welwel...u know? a big grp of gals make up of??? ....gossips.....noise.....pretty stuffs....heehee...

Celebration...

Yah..today our grp trying to plan some gathering this fri ( for march babies).... ard 12 of us.... but havnt really came out with anything as too many choices and options.... and it is tough to blend in to all of the diff type of pple.... so guess will hav dinner as a whole... then afterwhich if any other activities then most prob will be a smaller group .. BTW... still trying to get organize for my poly gathering for 19.....(for march babies again...haha).. kinda v.tough, coz all the guys having either duties or need to book in...so sad.... we might either go for mum-mum instead of chalet le....
I gt my off on my bday.... my dear oso...haha gt his off on that day. Dunno how to spent that day yet? He also havnt say anything on that.... *waiting*.... feeling old liao.... I got a few present wanna get frm this bdy.. but i think so far fulfill 2 le... still left...1 more to go ba... but still nt v.sure if wanna get that or not... haiz.....

School..

Ysterday got my first lesson.... well...Monday blues.... 1st lesson already mention on our 1st assignment le....stress..... but lucky that the lecturer is sooo Nice that let us off early...so reach home quite early... The class for my econs is really big ...ard 20++ pple...and see a few of the familiar faces... All the textbooks for this sem seems a dictionary to me, it is so bulky and thick.... so heavy....... =I

Others.....

Sometimes just feel the pple ard me being so fake.... and just kinda good-to-u manner/act in front of u... but u nv know what exactly falls behind... i guess i just being too sensitive......really sensitive... I really hate that... hate that kinda feelings being treated like that... feeling hurt....
I hate pple to betray me or broke the promise that they suppose to keep it... Well.. i think i m really someone that i will remember certain things real clear in my mind for certain reasons... I think mayb for reason they want to be envy/jealous...for whatever reasons they hav... i will be watching what 'u' want to do.... I just dun like that they make me feel like a devil and they are angels in front of others... I hope i m wrong.. but times and again.... haiz....
anyway...i m okie.... i just wanna blast out what i wanted to say... sometings really getting on my nerves...

you make my life perfect-` >*[8:10 PM]
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
10:31 PM

Not being blogging n online for long past few days... i guess...kinda tired after back to workforce... feel so SLpYYYY..z..z.z.z.

Sat....
Moi 1st day of attachment~!! keke... nothing great? haha coz doing some QCD (cheques)stuff with kendi... and surf web... kinda fun when doing someting new...and of coz falling aslp when i surfing net lo... The concept of bank did really change me alittle when i worked there... haha coz my branch is not v.big...but located in central... having lots of customer flow... work till 1plus... go makan with kendi and head back home.... though intend to leave to downtown east after work..but the idea dropped totally when i relized that i m really tired.... haha hav a noon nap at home then meet flor at pasir ris...

reach dar chalet at 6++..sad to say onli a few of our poly frens turned up... 4 frm our class and few frm other class.... buffet style... as usual...talked abt these days after sch...crap.... till 10++ we left the chalet...our "boss" drive us home.... tHanks ya..keke....

Sun..
wakey early in the morning...for my driving.. meet one of my fren at city plaza as she hav appt with one of the shop to do her eyelashes... she had extend her eyelashes... the effect not bad... guess the trend is there... kinda tempted...and guess what??? i hav go and made too... cost me 80 bucks... hmm i guess hor for mi this kind of " rough" person dunno can tahan for how long? i mean how well the condition i can maintain my eyelashes? i afraid ard 2 weeks all dropped...lol well..i target 2 mths... mayb after that then remove it ba... anyway they provide a free appt for touch up oso...keke... but took an hour to finish.... so tired ..nearly fell aslp at their shop as they need us to close the eyes.... =P... hav my lunch and back home ard 1+++... hav my nap..... till abt 7pm~~~ keke.... nv go out and stayed at home for guai guai.....

Mon...
Attached to one of the counter today and b a trainee.... guess what? funni de lo... mayb i m like sitting next to my senior and the customer will look at u... so i will just smile smile to them... next thing is tat... they hav that kinda smiling face on them... i guess they are like indicating... " ya u are trainee right? happy for now to see yr senior doing all these and busy on work.....next time will be yr turn~".... haiz... but overall quite fun lo... =D learn quite a no. of things... i guess the turnover rate in bank is quite high oso..coz one of the collegue ask me that..how long u intend to stay here?? haha i just ans... hmm mayb when time is up and for me to go lo.... what else? coz she told me that young pple like us mite nt be able to tahan... hmm but so far i see still okie le...seems relax... or mayb becoz i m frm hell to heaven? which the heaven is meant as their hell? confused.... wel wel just let nature take it cause...

you make my life perfect-` >*[10:31 PM]
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